Tea that is brewing.

heellooo!!

2009-08-26T03:50:00.000-07:00

okay, i've failed.. I'm still not able to obtain to be a regular blogger.. But things that are interesting around me have already been posted before.. So it's no longer interesting isn't it? *smiles*
Anyways, i've passed my BTT ( basic theory) and my FTT ( final theory)! -now that deserve a great round of applause!- So now, no more theory now! All practical! Had my first two lessons of driving, fun but can be quite challenging because my "nice" instructor made me drive on the road for my first ever lesson!!
Power lahz!! Freaked me out quite a bit, but by my second lesson, i asked him whether can i book my test, he actually say okay?! Somehow, i'm just so proud of myself..

So now, who says that girls can't drive?? And will lose to guys? I proud that i proved the theory wrong!
Now i just hopes that i can be able to master more and spend less money during this process! If not it can be really extremely expensive! i think that is all for now. Not much things to blog at the moment!

-signing off, Jas

i love QWERTY KEYPADS!

2009-08-09T07:08:00.000-07:00

Yes! My dearest mummy just bless me with Nokia E71! -beams- Though the colour is not the one that i was eyeing for, RED; but black steel ain't that bad either!

Thus currently i am enjoying blogging using my new phone! Just in case you are wondering why i change my phone so soon when i just change my phone in Feb, it is because of my careless care, my poor LG Renoir got stuck to the floor because of glue spill!

So my poor phone, i think it is going to retire though it has 8megapixel camera (oh man!!) yes, and i shall embrace my new cell with open arms right?

I think that is all for now. - love, Jas

Slowly picking up the moment

2009-07-27T04:45:00.000-07:00

Finally another post,
Work is fine, in fact, way too comfortable! I need a new environment, i need a new job, with better pay, something that is more of my interest. Anyways, i passed my BTT ( Basic theory test)! like finally also, only passed it at the second round, hopefully my FTT (Final Theory) is not going to be like that, i am hoping to pass on first trial, it is way harder than the BTT, read through the second time already still find alot of things unclear, especially the clutch pedal thingy.
Thus, i am currently trying to roughly figure out, might be booking the date soon though, i dont want to be left with too far a date to test, aiming to get my license by end of this year the latest.

Have been attending impactful meetings, feel so challenged, but when coming to practical areas, i think i still need to have the discipline not to procrastinate. I am going to try to do well in my job, then when i finally confirm a new job, then i will leave, because, in my heart i know that this current job is definitely not my final stop! Thus i have to really work hard and achieve, another issue is because to many people, they might find me way too young to work in the society now, so i also have to do it so well, that i can see right to their eyes and prove them wrong, that when it comes to work, age is not the limit to judge on capability but it is the actions that counts. I dont want to be one of those that will be commented that "Empty vessels makes the most noise"

So of all, procrastinate should be the last ever thing that i should do, out of the whole world of issues. I know that the path that i choose and God being my steering wheel, He will guide and He shall provide!
(side note: all these typing make me so encouraged! *Smiles* Got to motivate myself much more than ever once again!)

Back once again!

2009-07-19T00:32:00.000-07:00

Yup! i am back once again!
Just cant seem to be as regular even if how much i wish to be. I think partially DISCIPLINE takes a whole load of responsibility for this.

You know what?
I just read a very nice book, entitled, Rachel's Tears.It is a real joy reading this very book, because it is so amazing and bring such a great impact. It is about this incident that happened on April 20,1999 (mind you! this is a true story!), apparently two teenagers had planned to create a bloodbath at their school which was the Columbine high school. Rachel was one of the 13 who got killed, the killers selected a few groups of people which they wants to kill. Christians were one of them, Rachel is a devoted Christian who not only talks the talk but also walk the walk! She was first shot on her legs and the killer turned back, grab her by her hair, questioning her whether does she still believe in Jesus, and her response was, " you know i do". the killer then make a comment, " then go be with Him" and shot her by the head.That was how she died, can you imagine one day if such things happen to you, will you be able to be like Rachel, stand by your faith in risk of losing your life?
However, more importantly, Rachel had such a close relationship with God that she knew she was going to die, just like, Elijah and God. So amazing! If you are interested with this book can always ask me about it okay?!

that's all for now!

TADA!

2009-06-29T06:04:00.000-07:00

I'm back to blog once again!
If you are wondering what was the entry title all about, it is something that my centre's kid always say to make an opening entrance! Especially after showering and letting us know that he is done.
Such a dearie! Mind you, he is only like 2 years old this year! He loves making all of us laugh at the centre, with his actions, speech, i tell you, no teachers DON'T LOVE him! He is that adorable!

Okay, i think i have alot to actually blog,
My cousin's wedding was FABULOUS! My cousin-in-law looked so gorgeous in her wedding gowns, make-up and all. Finally everything is over! I think preparing for wedding can be a tremendously tiring work. You have to take in so many people under your consideration, well i think they enjoyed themselves as all are part and parcel of life though.

My mum's birthday and daddy's day was nice! Had another gathering with Jess once again at Party World! It was all nice, ended around 1230am. All went home and really slept! I think all are worn out, and had to work the very next day. I think throughout this two days, all was awesome which i feel that is the most important thing! Dont you agree?

HEYS!

2009-06-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

Heys! It have been few days since i last blogged.

My cousin, Daniel's wedding is coming soon, like in another 2 to 3 days.
So my mum brought me for shopping spree to buy something nice and formal for the wedding.

This are my items:

Yeah, do they look okay? i really love the shoes! Something different.

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I think my mum is really very willing to splurge for Daniel's wedding because she is even going to sponsor my sister and me manicure. I think she is really happy and excited about the occasion as well. keen for my manicure fingers?
I try to update once i have those nails on okay?
I don't think that is a easy task after my nails are on. but fret not, (provided that i actually have readers) i will most likely update, because i want to update about my mum's birthday that will happen on the next day, Sunday, 21.06.09
Cool!

Loves~

WooHOO!!

2009-06-09T08:10:00.000-07:00

WooHoo! My web browser is working once more! No, not my Safari but my firefox! i downloaded it using my pc and then plugged it in here and now it is working! *jumps for joy!*

I am never going to be so stupid and delete my firefox again man! It is was so torturing!

I went for morning prayer this morning, awesome! though i was a bit not here nor there because i was very very sleepy! However, i still felt the presence throughout all the yawnings, which was amazing! Did i mention that i did not sleep at all last night? Because i am so afraid that i will oversleep and miss it again like the previous one. I only manage to attend one day out the five days man. So i repent and make it a point to try making to this round's

So upsetting, two of my colleague which i am closer to are leaving! Horrible people, abandon me there. -sighs-
Huang lao shi is leaving by the end of June and Ms Wendy is most probably leaving by the end of July. My goodness! Dont be mistaken, the job is not that bad, just that it can be quite physically demanding, Huang lao shi have some back problem and her knees are giving her problem already thus she have to leave, and Ms Wendy, she have some awesome opportunities that have been offered to her, so it is better for her to go too.

Will be so upset without them , think i will miss them really alot!

Blogging through hp

2009-06-08T10:01:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'm actually using my handphone and blog.

Horrible! I accidentally deleted my firefox browser and my Safari is totally screwed! -frowns-

Seriously regrets can? I hope it doesnt get virus! (holding my hands together and pray)

Any nice people can actually bless me with a simple laptop will do, for me to surf net.
Because that is the only problem with my laptop.
Well at least i still can blog through my phone still not that bad. -smiles-

be more regular in blogging?! i hope!!

2009-06-06T22:53:00.001-07:00

Hmm, maybe i should just try to blog more regular already.
I only remember blogging really regular when i was still in my secondary days. When all i do once i reach home is to actually turn on my computer and just blog away my day. I think partially because i was always being left alone at home, my sister was still in school back then and my parents were working. So seriously what else can i do other then just blog and stare at the screen.
There was a time that i was really bored till i will keep changing the font colour each time after i start a new paragraph. Time has flew so fast that sometimes i don't even have sufficient moment to catch a breath and take a quick glimpse of how things have been changing around me. It seems forever for me to turn 18 going on to 19 this year, breaking curfews and more things like working. I have to keep constantly reminding myself that i am no longer what i use to be, might not own what i used to own, because time has change and i have to grow up regardless whether i like it or not.
Attended another very sweet Solemnization yesterday once again, manage to see a lot of my ITE lecturers! Took a photo with Ms Karen with Fu er as well.

She still is as pretty as she always have been! -SMILES-

Anyways, fell in love with some really meaningful lyrics songs that are classified as emo songs by my friends, mostly i think break up songs?! but i just find that the melody is awesome.

Teng bought my gifts from Taiwan and Bangkok respectively and was really nice to pass it to me like yesterday, really sweet of her to do so. somehow, it makes me miss spending time with her and Jolene. Oh, the good thing was, she say i SLIM DOWN!! So happy, it has been ages since someone commented that i actually slim down. However, i want to slim more. Cannot stand myself to look fat especially when i know my cousin's wedding is drawing really really near! Wendy(my colleague) and i went to Bugis the other day to see whether i could find my dress there. But never really find any. BUT! I am not going to give up! -smile- Nothing is impossible!

I apologise if my post is kind of not in the proper sequence because these are bits and pieces in my mind now.

The weather is really a killer now! So please drink lots and lots of water, preferably plain water because it is more healthy. You know why? Because my nose is protesting to me about the weather too, it just keeps bleeding as and when she likes! [ i gave it a female gender because i am a female!] Horrible, just sneezing brings the blood clog out! Not a good sign at all i think.

Currently, all three family members are around, excluding my mum who had once again went to Kuching, she offered to bring me there but i rejected for no reason though. However, three of us are at our individual spaces using our own laptops , doing our own stuff. My dad is at the living room dong his work, my sister in her room, doing her work as well, and i am in my own room blogging. I think this is a partial disadvantage of staying in a four -room flat, lesser family interaction. Especially when children gets older and demands their own SPACES!

Unknowingly, i just typed a super long entry! I think that is all, shall continue tomorrow!

Loves, Jas

Finally entering another entry now..

2009-04-25T19:17:00.000-07:00

It have been so long since i blog right? *thinking* i wonder who still comes around to read my blog.
Through this long period to me, a lot of things happened. it is a whole load of story if to be told or written here. However, i think that through it all, i am learning to stand up even stronger.
Of course not every single thing is bad things that occur, there are good things too. Like for example, i always wanted to get a acoustic guitar, the other day i met Jowell the other day, for sushi once more.. (side note: seriously, why everytime we meet only eat sushi? maybe should change location occasionally if meet up ya?) *smiles*
Then we went shopping, mostly window-shopping, on the way to take a train to meet my parents, i told her that i aim to get a acoustic guitar next month, then she just surprises me. Thank you Jowell! Mummy is paying for my guitar! Which was also unexpected because all along i have been pestering them to get me a acoustic guitar for like how many donkey years, then just out of sudden she wants me to see how much the guitar is and she will pay for me..

Just went out with mum, to eat sticky rice with MANGO! Yummy! I think Mummy is weird, she is too hip sometimes, yesterday she asked me out for a drink after my service and fellowship. She wanted to go out for a drink with my dad, my sister, her BF and me. Which was not her usual style, can't really remember her having night life, especially with us.

All turns out good and bad in a family is a matter of choice and all.. i think although people mention that out of Faith, Hope and Love, Love is the greatest thing in life, Forgiveness is the second greatest thing. How easy to type and say, but to do, it will take much more effort..

Since i havent been updating... MIGHT AS WELL!!

2009-04-11T12:02:00.000-07:00

Like the woman with the issue of blood
Like the woman with the issue of blood
We press in, we press in
Like the blind man waiting patiently
We press in through the crowd

Then suddenly
A touch from Heaven
Jesus came and rescue me
Then suddely
A touch from Heaven
Jesus came and set me free
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Five loaves and two fishes- Corrine May
A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small
I trust in you I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small
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I went to watch the Final Solution- Easter drama, without fail, the whipping scene and Jesus carrying the cross moved me deeply into unbearable silent crying. It was heart-wrenching to see Jesus being mock, humiliated and having to suffer so much pain for sins he did not commit. during one scene, i got reminded of the song " Like the woman with the issue of blood" it caused me to cry or rather weep..

It just take so much faith of ours to do amazing miracles among us, don't you agree? Most of the time when things ain't working well, it just takes us to trust and believe that there is a way out planned for us and step out into the unknown and embark in new adventures. The woman with the issue of blood had the disease for about twelve years, but because of being willing to step out into the unknown and believe that she can be heal if only she can touch Jesus's garment, not even His hands and she will be healed. And she was healed! No wonder it is written that as long as you have the faith of a mustard seed, you can move mountains! *beams*

Thank God for strength and everything that you have done for us. I pray that greater and better job opportunities will come along real soon.. I need financial breakthrough! Hopefully by June the latest. So if you do read my blog, please promise to keep a lookout for me and pray for me okay?
Thank you in advance!
Take care, attending Service in another 9 more hours time, going to catch some power nap!

~signing off~ Jas

Ain't Kids just adorable??

2009-03-16T10:26:00.000-07:00

Well, i am like so proud and love my kids in the centre. The other i was petting one of my beloved, Russell to sleep during their nap time, he went on saying in his little bed cot, " Miss Jasmine, I like you, Miss Jasmine" It melted my heart! Can you imagine a 3 years old boy saying such things? However, due to the hectic day that day, i had a very low EQ, i just went," okay, i like you too. Come, close your eyes and sleep" Thank God that he just obey without feeling like i answered back in a wrong way or anything.

Hannah as well, becoming a cheeky little girl recently, she would just lie down and cry then looking at you the slowly "flip" herself closer to you. Oh man! they are all heart melters.

I am feeling so blessed as well, while typing, i am enjoying tv in my room! Luxurious! My parents bought a new tv placed their older one in my lovely room after me sort of psycho them to do so. but beyond my imagination, they installed a dvd player as well in my room. So happy, no more watching dvd through lappy and hello to Dvd watching on TV!

My BF misses his hair!! =)

2009-02-22T05:30:00.000-08:00

Yes! He misses his hair like crazy, because he had them trim for free but turns out super ugly!! ( NO! NOT by me please! i have much better skills!) Once again, i am now in his messy room but this time with a new BED! No more sofa bed! Totally awesome.. Currently only weekends are the hang out days i suppose?
He is doing his uniform now, not sure what though.. I am here blogging partially is because i am bored and i like pressing his keyboard so blogging gives me full authority to type and type right? Shall smuggle his keyboard home some day! Oh oh! I just had claypot rice! cooked by his beloved mummy, as usal, delicious! Poor aunty, have tired and tense shoulders, tomorrow still have some camp to attend too.
Bf is complaining how crap his uniform looks. Recently the common discussed topics with some close girl friends of mine about our BF, they are all sleepy heads man! But the most classic was actually Fu er's. She complains that there was once her BF was at her house sleeping, then she tried waking him up and guess what was his response? He asked her to keep quiet! -hugging my tummy and laughing-
Saturday service was not bad too! Pst Tan did things differently, instead of preaching, we had a Q and A session with Dr Kevin Dyson, hope is the correct spelling. He mention that all husbands should treat their wife like a precious and exquisite flower, and he mention that cherishing is to place the highest value and nourish is to feed and guide to maturity. To me, the thought was that is when word of affirmation and assurance should come into place and not only that. One more thing that he mention was that romance can be easily lost when there are pressure and stress. . And not forgetting that courtship does not ends after marriage. All so true, to look at it, it is such a simple thing to say but doing, sometimes it is just more than that right? However, some people will just miss that sort of importance part to do things.

Overall it felt really good.

Cant wait for more things to ponder on to improve self! Oh did i mention? My BF prefers his bed alot more than me sometimes? is like he can just lie there for the whole day. That is the reason why i end up hogging to his desktop and feeling like oh man! but Frankly, i likes his bed too, and some times just fall dead onto his bed until dinner time then wake up, eat, help wiping the table before slacking a couple of hours then leave! Nice!

Enjoyed V Day with my Valentine and the CG the day before! =)

2009-02-15T09:13:00.000-08:00

13 Feb 2009

It was really fun, photo-taking was the bomb man! we just kept snapping and snapping!

Then was the actual day.
Thank you Darling for this nice and memorable valentine's day!

Then on Sunday, we went as a whole big family to se Grandma, 16 Feb will be her 2nd death anniversary, so we gather there to pay our respect to her, and as usual, all teared. but we know and is ince again reminded of God's peace and Joy! Going to sleep now. Good Night!

Is it all so true?

2009-01-21T07:14:00.000-08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Losing Someone
Where Your life is Going
Being Alone
Looked down on
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Hey all! Back to update again.
I'm listening to Colin Raye's Love, Me. My heart is melting once again, lyrics touches my heart. It can never get more realistic for me. Karen ( my cousin) used this song to do up a photo montage about my grandma short while after my grandma passed away, can never forget the sight, the smile, the acting cute to entertain her grandchildren, always giving us her very best.
Well! That is a whole load of memories that can never be forgotten, causing me to cry really badly when i sing the song "Amazing Grace"
Popo, how are you now in heaven? I hope your hole at your throat and neck area has closed up, wearing the beautiful white dress, dont have to depend on any walking stick or crutches and dancing around really happily everyday. Always remember that you love singing, are you singing daily? Miss your voice and whenever you cant really pronounce my name nor jiejie's name, when you will make me buy food for you and kiss you on your cheek whenever i see you. Especially when you demand me to share my sweets with you and the really funny expression when you ate sour Skittles sweet. I can imagine you with your favorite jade bangles, and "sailormoon" pose. I saw you smiling when we celebrated christmas of 2008, weird thing was, i saw you sitting at your favorite spot and smiling. It really brought the warmth into my heart, i felt so cosy and happy because i know you were also spending the joyous occasion with us. However, popo, can you promise me that you wont ask gong gong to join you for now? at least allow me to spend more love and time with him first, i felt really moved when i did not go back for a while and when i turned up, he was so happy to see me. When i kissed him, i felt really really happy too. Dont worry, i place a space for you and him to both be in my heart, you have never been put away. I always feel very secure because you too! I am working now already, learning to grow even more each day, Chinese new year is coming, once in a while, or rather, quite often mama will mention about the things you like to do and things all of us know that you enjoys, it also reminds me that you passed away for nearly two years already. I miss holding your hand and say popo wo ai ni, but i know i will have the chance! Right? i will still get to kiss your cheek and say inaccurate Cantonese and make you laugh. Seeing you giggle is just fascinating! I really misses you badly.

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Sorry for the kind of emotional post, just had all those feelings and i havent really had a chance to tell her all, though i know she is no longer on earth but i believe she will understand what i am saying.

-in conclusion, i miss all! Chinese new year is meant to not only have fun but really enjoy their company! PLEASE ENJOY THE TRUE MEANING OF THIS FESTIVE SEASON!
LOVES ALL!
~Jasmine signing off.

CNY approaching! Does that spells more hongbaos this year? =)

2009-01-18T02:21:00.000-08:00

I'm sitting now infront of BF's computer and listening him talking to his friend. I am feeling super hungry! DId not manage to eat either breakfast nor lunch and BF's mama is kind enough to ask me over to drink her soup. She cooks really nice food! So i predict it will be another sumptous meal!
Yesterday felt like another sweet sweet quality time spent with BF! We met up after he made a trip to his grandma's house, before service to eat something more expensive that was delicious! We went to citylink and ate Japanese Pasta! So happy and felt so satisfied! Softshell crab pasta was a "Mmmmmmmmm..." not mentioning about BF's Curry Tori pasta, which was also another plus plus to me.
We had a wonderful service and then off to Kenrus and Jiejin's grandma's wake. The funny thing is that, it did not really feel like a wake. Tell me about it, sitting there, chit chatting, laughing and everything else. It felt more like a type of fellowship. We had a lot of other "company" over there too.
*thinking* the year 2009 has arrived, so many things have taken place, so many things have change. Wonder is it the time to say," all the old has passed away and on coming in with the new." or "more memories have just been form, harder to flush your brain away." *laughs* Some random thoughts i suppose, talk to Tengz last night for like a five minutes phone call, had a kind of cute conversation,
Jas: Aunty! very long never see you already lehz, when you can actually NOT be busy?
Tengz: busy lehz, i try lahz, call you when i not busy lohz.
Jas: Huh... You recently like only contact me once a month lehz, like my "da yi ma" lehz. so irregular some more.
Tengz: Then you must be healthy then i can come regularly mahz.

*faints* But i think this is just her way to brighten up and place colours in my life.
Signing off, Jas~

BF is my lover boy!

2009-01-01T12:30:00.000-08:00

Hello! Once again it has return to January. However, things will be going in a different manner i suppose? I have finally waved my hands and bid farewell to studying life and step into a whole new level of working work. Yes! I said working world! Think some will be saying," still long, you have not even manage to get a job yet." Well, hey! You are wrong! because, I HAVE JUST GOTTEN A JOB! -beams- On the last day of the year man!
Everything goes on like this, it was just like any ordinary day ( sounds so cliche) i went downstairs to get my newspaper to embark my third day of newspaper job hunting day. i flipped through the papers, at first i could not find anything, so i put it aside while i tried searching from the internet. Then i thought to myself, so waste money, so i decided to screen through every single recruitment section, and I FOUND IT! It says, hiring photographer who can work well with children and babies! I called the company immediately,after an hour or so, they called me, ask me some questions then ask me to go down for a interview.
The place looks very cosy, before going, i was praying real hard that i can get this job because, it sounds so interesting and it is in my field of industry. Then the next thing i know when i looked around the office, i saw a CROSS! The interview was unique, the guy who is leaving soon and supposedly i am taking over his position as the photographer tested my skills and knowledge and even my photoshop skills. Thank God that i owns a mac, they uses iMac for photoshop, he was okay with my "touching up skills" he was like, "it is okay, but.... never mind, i can teach you another time" Man! the word encourages me and ensured me that there will be this another time. then *tadaa* i have gotten the job! The lady boss is really nice, the best part is, she is also a christian which makes me feel so thankful!
She seems really excited and happy too, she was like telling me," so happy that i employed a christian"
She then told me about the details and stuff, she also told me that before me, a guy who had more experience than me came for the interview as well, but she did not feel comfortable with the idea and then *poof* i came and interview for the job which was the more ideal person i think! -beams-
Well, January will the month when i can pick more skills from them and February will be officially on board day. Though she will "try" me for the 3 months, but she ensured me that once everything is more or less okay, she will increase a little in my pay. Wow! So exciting!

Then i went to meet my dearest BF! Was thinking of slacking at his house, then his parents wanted to eat curry fish head, so i tagged along and we went down to little india. The food was okay, but the fish was kind of fishy. Yeah, sounds dunb i know but really, had a very fishy smell. I think BF was smart to eat his chicken because the chicken tasted really good! then we went back to his place, slacked there, he played some really gruesome game while i played his play station2.

Waited for the Mr. Patrick to call and off we went to vivo for the countdown, i never been to any countdowns before because i see no point in squeezing here and there but i went. Our initial plan was not Vivo was actually marina, but according to Patrick's friend, there is like fully packed. Oh, and there were people fighting i suppose, because we saw a man being bandaged and was escort by policeman after the countdown. Was talking to Seow Wei just now, don't understand, why they want to face injuries and policeman at the start of a new year.
Lover boy! Thank you for the fully flavored 2 months! All those sweet, sour and bitter times that we went through, marks a smile in my heart! -loves-

Classics!

2008-12-18T09:19:00.000-08:00

Truly classics! I have never seen BF scream like that before, can you imagine? A guy aged 23, sitting on the pirate's ship last row, holding onto the pole and screaming his lungs out? That really tickled me and causing me to laugh non-stop.
He is so cute, with that little actions revealing the fear in him at the moment, created sparks and perks in that little ride we had. Another was the wet and wild! He taught me the "ducking" technique the other time, so i used it this time round too. -beams- seeing him with a indescribable expressions strikes on my laughing gas once more!
Yes, he is truly my fun and lovable BF who rocks my socks!
Not mentioning, the Christmas dinner at his aunt Helen's place! the place is so gorgeous, huge and windy! She stays in the penthouse, never knew a condo in Ang Mo Kio can look so nice! The food were not bad, the children are super fortunate! they get tons and tons of gifts from almost every single adult! BF have really smart and capable relatives. He have cousin who is being head-hunted, someone who holds a double diploma, someone who is in the industry of aerospace! Most importantly, they are not really arrogant. Talking about the children, he have two "drama queens" nieces, one super "dao" nephew, one super "dao" niece, and three nicer and "more friendly" niece and one who has suffered asthma attack, cough until blue nephew whom i did not have chance to meet at the dinner. Oh, not forgetting the soon- coming niece that he will be welcoming, since his cousin's due date is drawing nearer.
Oh, know what? His mama was very nice! She blessed me a D&G top, heard from BF, there is still a necklace and cookies. and BF blessed me a nice dress as my Christmas gift.
Well, the slightly upsetting thing was that i fell ill the very next day, throat discomfort and felt really warm, went out with BF for a while and he sent me home . When i reached home, guess what? i was running a temperature of 38.1 degree Celsius! Oh man, BF took care of me for awhile before heading home and send me a sweet sweet message. Well, my fever has gone off already, just my throat, but i know God will heal me! AMEN! Mummy is being a nice mother by cooking porridge for me! Aww, sweet sweet!
You know what time i woke up today? 6 plus! Could not fly back to dreamland so here i am blogging now!

CLEARING THE WEBS!

2008-12-14T08:55:00.000-08:00

Hello! I am clearing the webs being cast here right now... I am also trying to be a nice girlfriend by helping Marc clear his room..
It is so messy and dusty to quite and extent, nice right? Have to clean up, because not only he have sinus, just realise that whole family have too. So have to at lease keep things a little bit better tight?

Well, nowadays, finally school is over! Went to some classmates' blogs, realise that although it was only a two years course, it just seems like we have also went through a number of events with them. Such as, the first time we were told to send in a copyright request from companies as our assignments, finding locations and doing location agreements, did a external wedding shoot with Fu er and Sebastian, making arrangements with transportations and doing up a whole file of documents which have to follow the standard of the normal production procedure, going through a featured film production with Fu er and everyone, the final year project as well, everything was just like coming in waves, the tears we shed and the joy we shared makes everything so so memorable i think it is not only for me but also for my classmates too i think?

This week will be packed packed packed! Pastor Zhuang say that we should confess positively, because Devil reads blogs too, funny or ironic right? but well, what can they possibly not do to try distracting us ya? so nothing negative on my blog as much as possible, i believe through all these things that we are arranging, great things will come, and rest shall be added to us! okay, i think that is all now!

~signing off, Jasmine

lslsllslslsl

2008-11-15T08:48:00.000-08:00

Wanted to type lalalalala, but being afriad that blogger might not allow repeated title, thus, lslsllslslsl will do well too!
I am going to start looking for a job! Going to be more prepared because of alot of reasons, one that can be reveal is that i dont want to waste my time slowly looking for one while lazing around! -smiles-

Yes, that is a good reason right? Partly, it is also somewhat harder because i am not going to rely on job agencies, because i find that i probably able to find my own job thus dont have to just let them get some easy money by taking in comission,yes, i am quite stingy in this area! it makes sense right? However, i am not saying about those who really uses those agencies, because i cant deny some of them do give good jobs that wont be affected even though they takes in some comission.

School currently is in the most crucial period, thank you April for your words, felt so much better, think letting out really feels good in a way. Sometimes it really amazes me how people can play such a important place in our lives. When we are happy, we would want people around us to share the joy, when we are upset, we need people for us to lean on, to feel... that we exist?
When we are angry and about to blow up, we need people to scold, scream and vent our angers to, when we feel "unwanted" we need people to assure us about how important we are in their lives too. Ultimately, it just feels like, indeed, everyone needs everyone!

Sorry that i stored webs again..

2008-11-09T10:42:00.000-08:00

Okay, first some special nice news: i am now officially attached with Marcus Tan Jia Hao! Since 1st November 2008.
Yeah, really planning on settling down already, kind of tired of all the dating, fallin in love process so this shall be the final stop man!
Darling rocks my world ! He is nice, and caring. He whines but he dotes, he talks a lot but he too will spend some quiet quality time with me, which makes me feel nice and comfy.

Had double date with Melissa yesterday, Sunday, 9th November 2008.
It was fun and funny! Sorry for being late for around an hour. We were sort of divded into two clans. Mel and Alex was the white and "holy" gang while Marcus and me were the checkered gang. We were playing laughing, eating and drinking , we ate the "heavy noodles"-> WanTon Mee, and then after that we went to C.H.I.J.M.E.S to drink Japanese Green Tea, Shirley Temple and Passion Fruit Tea. The best part was the sudden craving and we ate the uber sinful Chocolate Fondue! It was really good stuff man!

Thanks for the really enjoyable time to be spent with you all and let all of us have the reason to let loose!
More fun in future i suppose?

~signing off, Jas~

Cleaning Webs

2008-10-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

It has been such a long time since i have updated my blog, lots of stuff have been happening.

Some really good and some not really. Well, in short, through all i just know deep inside of me that the whole world can just fade away, but my God shall supply all my needs!

Recently have really been roller-blading! once a week routine, kind of fun and it has been like a way to unwind also. No, i am not those kind of really good in it, but at least, i still feel fun, and that is all i need to know! -smiles-

Well, was thinking about the past and looking back at everything that occurred in my life, realize that so many things have taken place throughout the years, different kind of mindset, actions, way of communicating, behavior and everything.

Shows me that every single incident that takes place brings me to another level.

Went to have a look at my past blogs in my another blog website which has my memories all the way from 2006, realize how much things have changed. Even the way of typing, from like to use short-terms to like this kind of full word length.

I guess changes just took place whether you notices them or not. Makes me miss those people who i like to post, like Pui man and all.

I decided to thank some people who made an impact to my life.

Dorcas:

Thank you for teaching me to be a better and stronger person, not easily defeated when problems struck in.

Whenever i feel like the world owes me something, you can just simply change my mindset. Sorry for being a rebellion kid when i was younger though.

Melissa:

Thank you for being my little "frustration out-pouring" "channel" Being like a pillar to me really means a lot to me, causing me to know that even if i fall you will be there to help me up. Even though we spending lesser time together as times goes by, i just want to let you know that, if you need someone to vent ANYTHING, i will be there okay?

Pui Man:

Thank you for always appearing at the "right moment" ( guess you will know what i am talking about) You are also my pillar! Thank you so so much, missing times when i will just hold your hand and roam around causeway point, and being "whack" by you.

~signing off, Jas~

BREAKTHROUGH!

2008-10-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Wednesday, 1st October 2008 i did something amazing, that i cant even believe it myself!
I cycled all the way from Yio Chu Kang road to East Coast Park! For a whole two hours! It was tiring, but felt pretty great achievement because i have never thought i will do something so insane! However, i wont be as crazy as doing it alone, plus, i dont have my own personal bicycle. Marcus sort of challenge me to do it, he lent me his brother's bike, and there, we started the whole journey, this crazy person still want to ride on roads! So dangerous right, call me timid if you like but i prefer safety first concept, so i manage to persuade him to ride on path this time round.
After the whole "adventure", we reached East Coast after 2 hours of riding, because we are having our cellgroup fellowship there, a day of roller blading and cycling, we met at Subway, ate a bit, then off to rent our bikes and blades, after cycling for so long, and knowing that we will to cycle it back also, i chose blading. so Blade another two hours, was fun but tiring as well, then was going back time! So cycle back for a total duration of three hours, but at least, i survived! and it has been a great achievement! havent been exercising for such a long time, it feels as if i have lost weight again! YES! hope i did.
So add up in total, i have exercised for 7 hours straight! feel so proud of myself, for being able to go through all this!

~signing off, Jas~

Alive!!

2008-09-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

Yes! Words can never describe how much better i am feeling now.. It was dreadful for the past 3 days. if you think being ill is the worse thing ever, try having a temperature of 39 degrees! [no, i dont literally mean go and try it!] It was worse than ever! calculating the days of MC i have gotten, is 5DAYS!! scary! Though my school days are only 4 days.

Has been ages since i have gotten this ill, so sorry for people whom i ignored your smses and rejected your calls, i could hardly move, let alone reply.. but all of you are in my heart okay?
Threw in the white towel yesterday, see another doctor and took a jab, -> thanks to this jab! if not today, i will still be snoring away like a pig in my "own world"

I hope i have lost some weight, to make everything worthwhile, if not, is really just plain torture man! It is so funny, i went to msn jess jie saying, Hey Bimbo! your sister, me is sick! Shower me with some love! cook me porridge and i demand it! well, because she is really a sweet sister, she was like, oh man, i am packed this week, if not, i will cook for you de.. what a honey!

My sister was also quite nice to me, she fed me porridge! like after many decades later?! My dad also ask me to sleep in his room so that he can take care of me and i can watch tv! Awwwww. That is what i call tender loving and care man!!

~signing off~

Communications are the key to life maybe??

2008-09-12T12:11:00.000-07:00

I will always believe, communication is something cannot be a lack in our daily life. It is like the oxygen that we take in and the amount we need to obtain to hydrate ourselves.
Why do i say so?

Well, you see, once we are lacking in communications, a lot of things might go haywire or even out of hand.
Imagine this, you are at the coffee shop, you go to the mixed rice stall, you wish to order 2 vegetables and 1 meat, but instead of talking, you just stand there and daze away, rest assured, you not only wont get your food or even what you want, however, you will be kick out from that stall, they will ban you from going there again, introduce you to the security or just simply throw you out. isn't that all unnecessary? You are just required to open your mouth and order, or the alternative way is to just point! If you are doing neither, who will know what you want or have in mind? People around you cant possibly all be psychics right? All cant possibly read your mind, can they?

my sister say that this entry of mine sounds angry, or rather looks angry, BUT! i am not! - smiles-

It was just something that comes across my mind randomly, however, that is what i always feel! So yeah, it makes it something that looks random but not that random after all.

Tra-la-la

2008-09-05T10:10:00.001-07:00

Today once again have been kind of tiring for me, it started as early as 8am... Went back to school for some studio stuff, think it was okay, though some "funny" thing occur. Ultimately it was not bad!

Our dearest WanFong commented that my red carpet thing was not "detailed" enough, so i shall try elaborating more here.

Well, the funny thing about the red carpet thing was that, it is something that is so super exciting! However at the moment you are like waiting to walk up or walk down the thing, my heart pound like nobody's business, held tightly to Fu er's hand, kind of refusing to let go, she also was a sweetie, she squeezed my hand to give me some assurance.
Talking about Fu er, she is like my ultimate sweetie pie! She is one who assures me, the one who always let me hug her to energize when i am tired, the one who i will share my money with, as much i thought she was sweet to me and i have done peanuts to her, she thinks that i am sweet to her and she done peanuts to me, it is like, i think she is one friend who i know i might keep in contact FOREVER, or at least as long as possible! Actually, frankly, i treat her more than friend already, i think she is like my sister! She is there like almost always! Whenever i am down, when i felt helpless, giving me such warmth... Aw! Fu er! You are really a sweetie!! Thanks Babe!

歲月 People! it is a Must watch!

2008-09-04T07:22:00.000-07:00

Yes! It is really a MUST WATCH! I went for the Gala yesterday and it was awesome!

Miss Karen! One of my MOST love lecturer! She is one who is not arrogant and fun to linger with! I miss having 3D lessons with her! Always remember that Fu er and i will usually take our own sweet time to leave the classroom, just to chat with her, think she never knew that was our purpose! -Big Grin-

See?? The most Gorgeous APRIL! -laughs- Yes, that is April, the one i have been mentioning about, the woman who gave me opportunity to enter into this memorable production.

It was a day of unforgettable, so much to feel and dont know how to really say, in short, it was the most interesting experience. Tell me about walking down the Red Carpet, more than just the glamorous part, it was overwhelming, though our dearest Candice told us to walk through it with pride, but certain butterfly still flies around in my stomach. Could not even bother looking around very often, was like so, WOW!

Anyways, my hair is still getting positive remarks, so think it was a good choice after all? Did not get to see Ma and Aunty- ( Jolene and Teng shang) though.

My mum let me claim the money that i spent for extension! Yeah! Thank God man! thought i will be really broke. Well, God saves the day once more!!

Think that is all for now?

~hugs~ Jas

UPDATE!!

2008-08-31T07:57:00.000-07:00

YEAH!

I have done something that i have been wanting to do.............. EXTENSIONS!!!

My heart was being so itchy! Now, it is done! still trying to get used to it, other than that, all are fine!

Went for THE DAYS roadshow, miss Candice they all so much! Seeing them felt good though.

Then Sufian was hungry because he haven't eat anything since morning, so went to have our clique's FAVORITE FOOD- KFC
why is it so? It is because, we always eat KFC on either Tuesdays or Thursdays WEEKLY, just tell me about it.

Yesterday was special! Intensive Fellowship has just started! I believe it will be awesome! The girls was very sweet, they gave all of their BS "teachers" something as a teacher's day gift, so i received something too! From Gracia... Did not expect anything you see, so it was really something surprising and felt so blessed! ~smiles~

For pictures, please go to http://me-myself-wf.blogspot.com , our dearest Wanfong's blog! Oh, saying all these forgotten to tell you all what was the gift i received from Gracia, it is a towel LOLLI and a nice card! Geraldine was saying that i am so good, because i am not even 18 yet ( going to be soon! in about 1 month plus time) and i am already a "teacher and even receives "teacher" 's day gift already! Yes, that is also what i am thinking, so blessed!

So far, comments about my hair are all positive! Thank goodness, if not i will be like so .... -laugh- shall not say, please tell me whether does this hair look nice okay?

~huggies~ Jas- loving her NEW HAIRDO!

Title...

2008-08-29T09:33:00.000-07:00

I started off my day by waking up and eating fried carrot cake and steam chicken! Quite a sumptuous meal right?
Then i sort of slacken my day, practice my guitar and everything, received Seow Shi's message to meet up, went along, it was a wonderful time just plain enjoyment! Hearing all the funny and fun stuffs that you have encounter and done makes me feel so happy! At least i know that we have obtain another level of relationship, -smiles-

Today, dont know why, but just felt good, during worship, it is like no longer caring about the techniques, but trying to flow with the leader. At least today is like finally one time after so long that i am like, not feeling upset that i did not do a good job or anything.

God, I pray for strength and wisdom upon my life. Show me how should i walk or go.

2008-08-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Imagine Me Without You
By Jaci Velasquez

Verse 1:
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you.

12 Lotus VS Money No enough 2

2008-08-27T07:01:00.001-07:00

i watch this two films in a week, last week. It just had been like a wonderful experience. Both films have things that i think can learn about.

In this two as comparison, i like Money No enough 2 better, maybe because it covers with biasness, as i find that the story is pretty similiar to my grandmother's happening, I cant deny after her passing away, it seems like the pain is still there, just that it has blend in with some sweet memories of her, no longer just the pain that she left us already.

Throughout the parts, where i felt was similar to her, i will tear and cry really badly. Hardly able to breathe, just takes aways everything suddenly. The ending make me really cried, tears did not roll down my cheek anymore, they just spilled out, i could not withstand it any longer, i know that it just had to flow, i already had no control over them at the period.

(Popo, i miss you so so much! Though you have already left, always remember that i will always have you in a place in my heart just like you having all of your children and grandchildren a place in yours too. Never fail remembering what were our favorite dishes for all 14 of us. Remembering the sight of seeing you lying on the bed, no longer breathing and motionless, drove tears into each person's eyes, the pain of losing you was just terrible. The selfish part of us just refuse letting go of you, but we all know it is all for the better because you dont have to suffer anymore. I always remember you cooking curry chicken every year for my birthday, bringing me to wet market, eating breakfast with you, i can never forget when times i will sleep over at your place, both of us on the floor, lying on mattress, infront of that redlight altar shining at us, while you pat me to sleep, Now that you are gone, i treat you as my sense of energy and strength to overcome obstacles, you are so sweet in my life, i can never forgot when you will ask whether i have a boyfriend already, when i deny, you told me that you will want me if no guys would ever want me. Sometimes thoughts of you will still drive me to tears but with thinking of you make me stronger too. Thank You so much Popo!

- Love you always! Jasmine- )

Okay, now change to something of a happier note!
Next week will be "THE DAYS" gala premiere already! Happy and excited like crazy, we are like invited there too!
It is a must watch okay? The show is special not only to the director who is our lecturer, it is also special to all of us, it marks all our efforts being placed in the past one month! so many things took place after that, but most of them were awesome! Thank you April for the chance to join this wonderful team, Thank you Fu er and Sufian, we have really great time right? Thank you Fuer for all your hugs! It really makes me move on! Especially must thank Jolene(MA) and Teng Shang(AUNTY) without you both teaching me and stuff, think i will still be dumber!

-hugs all-

Love, Jas

Relaxing day after so long?

2008-08-22T13:03:00.000-07:00

Friday was already counted the most relax day i had ever since the new school term started after June holidays! I woke up only at 11.30am plus, can you imagine? Then is like, i was slacking in my room, when my mum came in and ask me whether i want to watch a movie with her. It is like so impromptu, but i still agreed to, since the show that she want to see is "12 Lotus" by Royston Tan, cant deny that i actually prefer "881" than this film, not much reason why so either, just find that "881" just attracts me more, is like, "881" makes me have the urge to watch it over and over again <> However, i dont have the same urge. Although i MIGHT just watch it once more to take notice of the art direction and stuff like that.

Then, my mum and i bought some stuffs for ourselves. like a mini shopping. She bought a pair of shoes which she took notice for a while,bought two comfortable tops for herself, a long-sleeve top from Baleno, i bought 2 pairs of shorts! A top too! Then went home.

Thursday we had cellgroup, the word was good! i like the 90/10 Princple! => 10% is made up of things that happens to you in life, another 90% is made up from our reaction to the matter! In short, for myself, it is like how we decide to react plays a big part in our lives! Dont you think so? Agree? Managed to get home by bus trips throughout, but my bag has declare lethargy! It has given up already. thanks to me always carrying so many stuff! Oh man, new bag! Too bad that they cant drop/ fall down from Heaven.

Oh ya, my group know our lecturer in charge already, is Miss Jumat, well, she is not that bad so still kind of okay. God i need Favor , Strength and Wisdom! -smile- Need it terribly, especially when calling up for enquiries and stuff.

Jasmine is becoming IRON LADY!

2008-08-19T13:53:00.000-07:00

Jasmine is an IRON LADY! Because she is slowly forsaking her daily sleeps, though she is tired like no one's business, but it is like she just cant make herself sleep in normal being timings.

Sufian and i went for recky of location today, heed my advice, i will not ALLOW anyone to wear shorts to the shoot! No crew are allowed to wear shorts there, if you want to wear, then i will not let you come. - grin-

I am being very nice okay?

Anyway, the pink giant pen you see now is something that Sufian and i bought while on search for an alarm clock for me, because according to him, i am like cannot make it already, because i just cannot wake up anymore. I caught my eye on this marvellous PINK GIANTIC pen! Surprisingly, it is very nice to write!

We also had the thought of us using this pen for our own production group will be like "WOW" so we purchased 4 of this pen, cant get over the giantic-ness.

Because of this situation, i have alreadygone crazy. However, please dont go to woodbridge to look for me, i already tried my best to book a whole room for myself, but they think i am just not crazy enough.- frowns- So sad can?

Then finally, i manage to find this SUPER CUTE alarm clock, according to Sufian and the Auntie, this kind of alarm is counted as the loudest kind already. She tells me that she owns one too, even need to paste scotchtape at the side just to minimise the volume, she could see that i have a little unbelief, so she sort of test it out for me, but i find it okay only. Maybe i am just weird.

Sometimes, i think that i am kind of crazy, because, i also dont really know actually, YES! dad just packed for me fried rice for either breakfast or lunch, haven't decide yet, i am suppose to sleep, but i spent my time just flying past me, Jasmine, how weird can you really get?

Tired!! However contented- Quoted from Melissa

2008-08-17T08:41:00.001-07:00

This was the answer that i got from Mel, when i asked her whether is she tired after yesterday's enormous event- Belle's birthday!
Well, this is also how i felt, although it was tired, however to see the end of the day, the accomplishments and the tears from the precious birthday girl, all just seems worth-while, i can say comparing to Ivan and Mel, i have really done nothing much, but maybe i can play around saying, "it is the thoughts that counts" can i? Hope so!
Mel is the most awesome event planner ( in my opinion) i have ever come across, her creative ideas does not come by one but one, however, is tubs by tubs, barrels by barrels!-thinking- well, she is pretty, gorgeous, friendly, creative, hardworking, come to think of it, who will not want her around helping to plan events and stuff? So grab her if you have a chance! not sure whether will she see this but oh well, the important thing is that you all have already read it! Oh and she will not complain non-stop, in other words, she is just good!

The decorations of one room itself took us girls till 4.a.m. to finish doing up, all could not take it further but to give in and close for the day. We then woke up at 8 plus, washed up, then off for breakfast! It was quite a okay breakfast, went back and completed the other room and Mel did the balloons- writing! The weather was not on our side at first but thankfully, God is always our source and provider! He gave us the good weather when the whole event started, funny thing was that we realized that there was also any 21st Birthday party, the matter of fact is, quite of number of Happy birthday was being seen by this little girl who walked past our room and said, " Wa! why today so many people all put Happy Birthday? I like the words being written -> Referring to Mel's work on the balloons." then i heard someone saying, " Well Done!"

The whole event started and i felt not bad actually, kind of proud that i think i did not eat much, can lose some weights that i have been putting on. Belle treated me as a professional! However, i know i am not at all one, but still i know i have to do my best as this task is being given to me, well, it is an opportunity! I realized how cute her parents are! They are really nice people! Went service today, thought i could pull through until like nearly the last part - smack forehead!- It was a not bad message at all, kind of curious what was being preach at the next service, was waiting for my sister when i saw that person who make me wait so long, causing me to feel that we might become the next 牛郎和织女 only see each other once in a YEAR! and that is my BELOVED PuiMan! She has been "cheating on my feeling"! well, she say soon! just hope that it will not be in October, if not, it will really become one year already!

So tempted to put up Belle's birthday's picture, however, shall not. -LAUGHS-

Jasmine is a STRONG GIRL!

2008-08-13T09:40:00.000-07:00

Jasmine is a Strong GIRL! God, i need a vision from You for my next step and move. I will graduating in a few more months time, i need discipline, i need directions too! - Smile- well, God, all i have place unto Your mighty hands.

Celebrated Dorcas's Birthday today, sort of surprise her. Know why i put there sort of, because she somehow figured out that something was going on because some people who could not make it message her. -Laughs- kind of irony, because it is the right and polite thing to do however, wrong timing! Well, they can't be actually blame also, maybe they just did not know that it was supposed to be SURPRISE i think.

It was a not bad deal! The food there was affordable inclusive of free flow of drinks and ICE CREAM! Anyway, the whole thing was really enjoyable! I personally think that our table was having the most fun! Think about it, where can you find such good thing, we consist of a few entertainments and entertainers, shall not tell you who are who, but we seriously had a great laugh!

Had also a free ride home, although it was by cab, however, it is being paid for already, thank you Auntie Susan and Martin! It was quite a quiet journey back, all were tired i guess. All had work and school before going down and all.

Just had a thought that swipe through my mind within a split second that caught me wondering: L-O-V-E is more than just this simple four letter words. It consist of a lot of commitment, time, finances, energy. -Laughs- Wait, that are also 4 things! Which also within them have even more things i guess. But nice thing to just ponder over some times, and NO, I am not emo-ing nor like very badly wanting a relationships, just find that sometimes just thinking about such things can exercise your brain. - winks-

Sort of tidy my room a little bit as my mum was actually nagging already, well, at least now, i can let people sit in my room before locking them outside for a certain moment to hide my untidiness. Love my new bed layout with a two in one purpose, firstly, it looks like some nice presentable bed, another reason is that i will not need to fold my blanket! That is the exciting part! Not that i find folding blanket not good, just that, you see, i always like to wake up later then finish preparing and rush out of house, dont even have time to schedule for blanket folding <> so this is the best solution already!

Shall end off here, enjoy reading?

-Hugs-

Clearing Dusts

2008-08-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

WanFong say that my blog is catching dust so cleaning up a bit.

Was just thinking about this issue that i have thought about in the past and still thinking at this very moment, why is Blaming God always easier than Thanking God?

Why whenever problems strike, people will always like turn to God and just blame Him first without thanking Him for being there for us at the very time? Not speaking of anyone or anything, just had this question in my head for quite sometime. Then i realized something after a while, it is because no one will admit their own mistake or what they might have missed or overlook, is just plain wanting to push away all the mistakes and say that the things happening around them is everyone else's fault Except their own fault.

Amazing right? However, isn't it true?

SMILE!

2008-08-05T11:15:00.000-07:00

Hero- Mariah Carey
There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone;
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within your self
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

oh....Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Just Hold on, there will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
that a hero lies in ... you
mmmm that a hero lies in.....you.

Jasmine is SO noble -winks-

2008-08-01T20:25:00.000-07:00

Yes! Jasmine is a very noble girl!
FOP
On the first night, Shi min's slipper gave way, so i decided to pass her my shoe because i thought we will be taking cab from Singapore Indoor Stadium immediately. However, all were on call! and i am definitely not wanting to pay for the on call surcharge, plus the additional 30 cents and plus the peak hour! do you know a taxi uncle told me this, when it is peak hour, the meter is jumping a total of 30 cents per jump? So i walked barefooted, until when we reached Car park B near the stadium, with the road sign saying Stadium Rd, they were like discussing saying how will they be getting home and stuff like that. Then, just nice, Elijah came running over and ask us whether we needed a ride or something, we all dropped off at Aljunied opposite the MRT station. We realized we can take bus to nearer places before hopping onto a cab. and i think we manage to save a lot! because, in total we only paid for $6 plus for the taxi fare! Yes! But then, i had to walk on stony ground which is the road and even took bus barefooted. Oh and we celebrated Li Ping's birthday too -smiles- it was good, she told us that she was touched! I think i could hear she somehow wanted to cry already. And we took a lot of pictures!

Second night, the word was awesome! It talks about Growing up or Growing old, Rev. Mark Conner said something like-the quality of the birthday reveals the age in life but the quality of behavior reveals the stage in life. Did it wow you as much as it had WOW me? -smiles-
Also, he used a hola-hoop to illustrate that it present what is under our control and began to like ask us a list of things whether is it within or out of our control, ultimately, the only thing we have full control over, is ourselves. Then he made a statement like this, "What you have control over, you are responsible for, what you dont have control over, you dont have responsible for!" and "Maturity does not come with age but with the acceptance of responsibilities"
I think it was a very good message, it is like something we all know but rarely do.
oh ya, Kaiyun drove so she sort of fetch us home, then on the way, something scary happened, however, with God's mercy and divine protection, we are all fine! if not, how can i be updating my blog right?

Third night, it was sort of a busy day!
We had this Family Portrait photo shoot, before rushing down, really have to thank Uncle Stephen for fetching us down man! So nice! Did not really miss anything as well.
Rev. Mark kind of introduce this website http://deathclock.com/ to us, and i just tried it out,
it says that my "death day will be on Saturday, January 11, 2070
Yes, so funny, means by then, i will be 80 years old!! that is like super old can?
Have to treat it very lightly, it is not being pessimistic or any of this sort, Rev Mark say it is just to make sure you dont plan any other things AFTER that date thats all. - Laughs- He talks about values that contains eternal values. Really interesting. Then after, KaiYun drove again! So she fetched us home again, and i had a "near-death" experience, so frightened, that i cried, but all is well now! Dont have to repeat myself do i? -smiles-

Jasmine is sweet and scary at the same time!! =)

2008-07-31T08:29:00.000-07:00

Jasmine can be quite scary when she have blasting headache! If you provoke her when she is having headache, she will BITE! -smiles-

Yes, was suffering from a headache since this morning(31 July2008,Thursday), was quite bad actually. However, i am now a healthy baby again! So happy that it is gone, just detest headache a lot! Feels like they can take away my life man!

Went roller-blading yesterday! it have been ages before doing it again, it was good and i did NOT fall AT ALL! Great achievement! Well done Jasmine, you have made a slight improvement once more though you nearly fall for quite a few times.

Amazingly, today i have nearly up to five hours of break! Can you believe it? Nearly kill me upside down, watch Saw IV today, totally gruesome! Cried at one part where it really scares me, it was so so disgusting and provided that people who knows me, know that i dont watch gruesome show nor horror!
Gross! No more gruesome show for you already Jasmine! Sufian, Fuer and bunch are my entertainment in school! They make school days seems so enjoyable, though i am even more happy that tomorrow NO LESSON as per usual! Think Wanfong they all see this, they will be whining all over again!-smiles widely and posing with a twist!- Cannot help it because i am not the one who decide on my schedule you know?

So looking forward for tomorrow's cellgroup! It is going to be awesome!

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Always find that humans' mind are the deepest place that is hardest to be reach, it is like a well that can never be figured how deep it is or how much more deeper can it actually go.

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Life never fails to amaze me, you know why?
It is because there are times when you thought it is like your lowest peak ever, however it can either still go even lower or it can actually become your highest peak of your life! It is like a very contradicting saying but it is true! Learn it through all these years, that why, when things seems out of control, can just leave it to the potter's hands and things can just transform.
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Random!

2008-07-29T22:49:00.000-07:00

This was a picture being taken on last Monday! when i went for a Date! with Melissa! Please dont focus on how big my face were, it was drizzling like almost for the whole day.

However, it was a whole day of fun and quality time being spent! so like totally worth it!

That day was super eventful because, first, this was the day when i slipped and fell and hurt my bumbum. Utterly painful to the max, had to take cab home, without mentioning that i was late for lesson thus i took cab as well early in the morning with the peak hour ticking away. So expensive, could hear bits and pieces of my heart literally shattering. Other than that, all was okay.

Oh and if you are wondering what Brenz is trying to say about the cream, try harder, dont think anyone will be able to figure it out, because it is a inner joke within us! and i dont want to eat cream!

So tired! need to become stronger physically, Jasmine you are Strong!
Guess what? my mum is having Getting Started Bible study given by my uncle now as i am blogging! Kind of interesting! Jasmine, you need to make planning of what you want to have in life already, dont from slack till turn sloppy and become super lazy!

Faith is the substance of the things hope for and the evidence of things not seen! So i shall have faith to visualize what can happen in my life! i like this sentence," if you can see it, you can have it" so let me see what i want to have, i want big house ( a really really nice condo!), a puppy (Shih Tsu)->[correct spelling?], big car ( MPV), and a maid! so that i dont have to do any house chores!- just plainly thinking makes me so so excited! Wow, feel so happy and contented just by thinking of all these stuff.

Oh and i went for a shopping spree! a very short one though, bought 2 tops and a pair of Heels! So happy okay? like i went shopping and felt really good! I think my last shopping before this was when i went to buy my new year clothes can? which is super long ago! As now is already near to August, can never believe i did not have "life" for so long! though the movie-making process was awesome!
If you notice, i am being really random like my title! So i linked the whole thing man! Yes!

~kiss~out

Life life and more life!

2008-07-29T08:47:00.000-07:00

Today have been quite a happy day for me i think, for an example, i did not go school today because wasn't feeling too good, however, i finally managed to get the chance to go facial and do something to my face!

It was yet another super painful yet fruitful trip! It was utterly painful but at least i get to take away some pretty irritating oil pores and sort. Then i appeared on Channel U, oh man! look so so fat, but then again, my mum got kind of excited and she was like," okay lahz, look quite pretty!"

It must have been ages before hearing my mum praising me like that, nearly jumped till the ceiling threatens to collapse, actually did not really do so exaggerating stuff, but that was like how i really felt.

This week is gonna be a eventful week! Going to fast on Wed! Discipline must set in no matter what! Then follow by conference call! Believe it will be something really fruitful! Then will be meeting up with Bee Yee to go SP on Saturday to make contact lens! Then after will be having Festival Of Praise and last but not least the Family Portrait!
-notice above that there are many ! signs? it is because i am using them to express the excitement in my heart!-

I am suppose to go out with "Aunty", "Ma" and Andy, but until now, all are not yet confirm! So totally no idea.
And i just realised that Dom, my lecturer actually like watch Channel U and saw me and Steph! -Rescue me please!-

I am missing "THE DAYS" 's people more and more! i cant wait to see them once more! Looking forward already!

~kiss~ out!

I am back for bloggy....

2008-07-29T07:44:00.000-07:00

Had my reservations on coming back here. Still find WORDPRESS pretty awesome, think the only not very good part is, it does not have any chatterbox or anything to let people leave little tags for me.

Facing problems to change my blogskin, well, it have like sort of transform after not using it for months! Thus, anyone who is KIND enough, please volunteer and settle my blogskin for me ya?

By the way, i came back partially was also because, a lot of you are using blogger okay? So i am just like joining the crowd! -see!- i am so nice!
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